Lawwwd give me patience

Ashley • Married💎 Twin mama after infertility✨ 4 losses👼🏼 3 years TTC

9th cycle ttc with an irregular period. I thought I potentially saw some shadows the last few days then today I got this, not FMU. 2 days before AF? I want to say 13DPO.. assuming I am out. So frustrating🤦🏼‍♀️ baby dust to everyone in my shoes because I know the silent struggle and this sucks💫🔮