Miscarriage Tattoos?

So I lost my baby at around 10-11 weeks on Mother's Day back in May and I'm still having a really hard time coping with the loss. It wasn't a planned pregnancy, but my fiancé and I were looking forward to it and  were so excited. It's been two months now and I still find myself crying over it all the time. Like last night, I couldn't stop crying because this would've been the week we found out what we were having. I've been wondering about getting a memorial-ish tattoo as a way of getting some closure. I think I want to get a narcissus (daffodil) since that is the December birth flower (baby was due December 6). Do any of y'all have tattoos for things like this? Did getting them help you feel better or did it make the loss feel worse because you have a visible reminder all the time? I'm just curious.