Some bg info; I got with my boyfriend a week before I was 17. We’re each other’s first everything and now we’re 20 almost 21 and we live together in his parents house. I don’t really get on with his family but it’s not a major factor as to what I’m about to write but thought of mention it in case I’m not seeing something.

We’ve been together a few years and I honestly truly love him with my whole heart. But we’ve been arguing recently,ore than usual (I know it’s healthy to fight and disagree at times and we always move past it) but recently it’s been arguments where we always end up asking “do you love me” and I’ve recently put on a crap load of weight and he has put on some weight too (I know it’s meant to be if you’re happy in a relationship you put weight on and stuff - but it’s effecting us both mentally I guess) but im like okay with my weight like I know I need to loose it I’m just lazy but he is super insecure about it (his own)- not that he ever admits it. But we bicker a lot about his family and I feel bad but they’ve done dirty by me and sometimes I let them feeling of hurt rebubble and we’re fighting again but aside that now it seems to be we’re fighting about our relationship. He feels like I don’t love him and I’m constantly telling him I do but I guess I don’t show it enough. We used to have sex a lot but the past year and a half my sex drive is really low like I have no idea why. I used to think it was because I got the implant but idk I don’t want to use it as an excuse. But it’s not because I’m not into him, I adore him and fancy him so much and I tell him all the time but because we hardy have sex now he gets upset and thinks I don’t love him. I just need some advice... I’m upset and don’t know what to do. He suggested I maybe move back home for a few days but he won’t be able to come with me and he knows that. I think it would crush me if we broke up because I love him so much. I just need some honest advice please...