I'm having such mixed emotions right now. My first pregnancy due date was yesterday. I've been picturing myself huge, cursing bc the baby isn't here and needing my hubby's help to get off the couch. Then I think of my second pregnancy and how I should be just getting a solid baby bump. My sister-in-law is about 2 weeks behind my timeline for my 2nd, and it hurts so bad seeing her hit those milestones. And then here I am, 5 weeks pregnant, excited, hopeful and terrified. All the while thinking about how I should be meeting my angel baby right now...