Depressed. Lonely. Wrong men. Too picky 😩😢

I feel so depressed.

I don’t know if I’m to picky or if there’s something wrong with me.

I’m attracted to men not ready for commitment or abusive.

I finally met a fitting man and that’s good to me BUT I feel no sexual attraction. Even at the beginning.

I feel guilty to let go of a man that fits the bill” but I can’t make myself feel “in love”

I love him but I don’t look at him with desire or respect.

Even at the beginning, it just wasn’t there.

I’m scared to let go because if I do then I’ll be alone again.

I’m scared I’m just to picky.

I want a person I desire but also fits the bill and that just seems to be impossible.

I’m 32

I’m learning that I need to accept being alone and learn to love it.

The thought depresses me.

I don’t know.

Just venting