scared

Tiffany • 💕Mommy 06/13/18 ❤️ baby #2 due March 2020! taken 10/28/16😍 boy momma🥰 C-section momma💪🏻

I found out at 36 weeks I would have to have a c section due to my sons size, this is my first baby I planed on all natural unmediated but sadly that isn't an option, so I'm extremely scared my c section is Wednesday the 13th of June and the closer it gets the faster I want to run away, is this normal? I know it sounds stupid but I'm 23 and I've never had any type of surgery in my life.