still late..

I'm currently 17 days late for af.... bfn every time I've tested... i dont get health insurance until next month and i got this today and balled my eyes out.

im hoping this is a sign from God telling me to just hold tight until i get my insurance.... maybe I am pregnant?... idk i want to be hopeful but... then i want to be realistic....

i just need a hug idk what to think anymore... it's stressing me out...