Ran into my rapist today

Sorry, not sure where to put this but I needed to get it off my chest.

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So the night I was assaulted one of the two guys was my twin sisters (now ex) bf. We all had a tight but circle so when it happened obviously everyone hated him. Yesterday me my sis and our friends was leaving this restaurant on the lake where a lot of people are age go. As we were leaving I was a few feet up ahead and tipsy so I stood there and waited for them (we had broken off into 3 groupings) to catch up, as I did I was just looking around and was staring at a group of guys not realize that he was one of them. When I realized I froze and my blood ran ice cold and I looked back at my friends for help and I see my one of my friends whispering to my sis as she didn’t realize it was her ex. My sis then gives him a look that promises death and they walk up to me. She then says “oh shit we better get Sheree before she kicks his ass (she’s the tough one who isn’t afraid to fight a dude with not filter lol) and then in the distance we hear “OH HELL NO!!” And I knew she had seen him.

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By this point I’m panicking and Sheree is yelling “there’s a fucking rapist here” and “hell no” loudly and my rapist and his friends go inside. The bouncer (I know, it’s weird that the restaurant had one but it’s a place that needs one) comes up to us as he was talking to use throughout our stay and asks if there is a problem. I immediately want to tell him no and just hurry up and get back to the car but of course my friends and sister tell him that there is and says “you have a rapist here you need to kick him out” etc. (I know that they can’t do that of course” and he’s like “what? Who?” And they go to tell him what he looks like and they then tell him that he raped me while pointing at me. He turns to me (I’m standing like fifteen feet away by myself) and asked “are you fucking serious?” And I just get really nervous and bob my head. He then yells for his manager “yo you hear this shit?” And then he tells us that he will take care of him.

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They thank him and we walk out to our cars. They say I’m sorry and stuff but no one asks if I okay. It bothers me that they didn’t (and never do when we see my rapists in public). On one hand I’m thankful that I have so many people that care about me but at the same time I wish they knew how they make me feel. I want to tell him but idk. Just don’t know how to feel about these things/what to do