I had a mc in January and now 3 months pregnant with my rainbow baby. so far no complications and eveything has been great except I still cant stop crying over my first baby. I feel like I'm gonna stress myself into a loss. I feel like I should've waited until iv grieved and was ready to have another one, but I also wanted another right away thinking it'll fill that loss and empty feeling. June has been the hardest month so far and will continue to be since I was due the 27th. I just wanna protect this angel baby but I cant stop crying over the first. Any advice would be appreciated please.