Why do I do this to myself??

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When you test too early (5-6 days before period) & your mind plays tricks on you when you read the test...thought I saw a VVVVFL at the 5 minute cut-off (Not 100% sure)...10 mins later, it’s definitely there, but that read is technically invalid. 😩 Why do I do this to myself?? Anyone else in the same boat?