I'm not important to my husband

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My husband and I are drifting apart it seems... Nothing I ever do is good enough... I quit my 12 hour shifts as a cna in the hospital when I was pregnant because it was too hard on my body... I then lost our baby at 16 weeks in April and haven't been able to find a new job yet... I'm working as needed taking care of the elderly but it's barely any money... My husband pays everything and my mom helps with anything we need... I go to her for money before I ask my husband... My husband wants me to leave all the time because he says I put so much stress on him because he has to pay all the bills... I apply at so many jobs daily but I can't help that I don't even get a damn call back! While he's at work he completely ignores me... When before he would talk to me all day... He talks to his coworkers all day even once he's off at night... His job is more important to him than I am or even my kids... I can just tell that he doesn't love me anymore but I can't bring myself to leave him