I know this is old news

Y’all are probably tired of hearing from me. Not that you know who I am. But this is the only platform I can post about how fucking sad I am without my friends and family worrying about me. I just don’t know why I’m sooooooooo sad. I’m crying as I type this I don’t know what to do. Why is it so fucking hard to be happy I just want to be happy. This is probably the hardest past few months of my life when it comes to staying positive. Like there’s no brighter side to look on. I’m just, sad. -a