I've always wanted to be a mother. And I was so excited when I first became pregnant. But now, I am so exhausted 24/7. I have been planning anything baby related by myself. I moved in with my boyfriend and haven't even finished transferring all my belongings yet. I'm too tired to lift things or organize. But living in an unorganized messy house is just as awful. On top of that my morning sickness.. more like all day sickness has really kicked in full swing. I honestly don't feel very supported by my partner even though I know he tries. It's simple things like putting dishes in the dishwasher, or putting my box of pots and pans away, or putting my tshirts on hangers for me, taking out the garbage without asking etc... it's just hard. I have to walk him through everything and honestly itsexhausting. It feels as if I'm bossing him around all the time just to get him to understand simple tasks. Like rushing to grocery store but he can't find something running late to our own party and instead of asking for help he wonders around for 20+ minutes making us even more late.

I can't tell if this is hormones or if I'm just realizing how hard it is to co-live with him. Idk. I'm exhausted and emotional on top of work and relationship stress. It feels like my life has spun out of control since I got pregnant. Can anyone relate or give me advice ?? I would even just love to hear that other mothers are thriving and flowing because I might have something to look forward too..