Have you ever been so ANGRY HURT HEART BROKEN DEPRESSED ALL IN ONE OVER A BFN MONTH AFTER MONTH !!!! I have been trying ttc for 10plus years in kept FAITH NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED!!! Guess what I has lost faith today I can’t do this anymore what makes me so different from any other women I feel so WORTHLESS RIGHT NOW !!! Crying as I write this because I’m so tired of HURTING all I ever wanted was a baby of my own I have to be honest with myself it’s not EVER GONE HAPPEN SOMETIMES I GET ANGRY AT GOD BECAUSE WHY US WOMEN HAVE TO PAY BEG CRY ANTHING FOR A CHILD WHEN PEOPLE OUT HERE KILLING THEY KIDS IM GIVING THEM AWAY IN SO ON BUT I CANT EVEN GET BLESS WITH ONE AM SO HURT SORRY AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW I PROMISE THIS IS OVER FOR ME GETTING IT ALL OUT CAUSE AM SO THROUGH WITH THIS BABY STUFF HOW ARE YOU NOT SUPPOSE TO STRESS WHEN U KEEP GETTING LET DOWN EVERY MONTH EVERYBODY AROUND U HAVING BABIES OR PLANING BABIES IN IT WORKS JUST LIKE THAT HOW DOES THAT SUPPOSE TO MAKE ME HAPPY ITS 15k or better to even think about

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In that ain’t 100 percent gotta pay for your own child that make me don’t even want a child Make me feel very bad & sad 😢 this the first time af ever been late 3 days today tested BFN didn’t test today guess what hubby comes home happy with a test telling me do it now when I was gone wait so I want be disappointed 😞 he so happy he want me to do it now so I did BFN he starting crying so u know how that makes me feel WROTHLESS AM SO SORRY BUT I HAD TO GET THIS OUT SOMEWHERE BABY DUST TO ALL FOR ME I JUST DONT CARR ANY MORE 😪never thought I would feel this way

Edit: soon as I wrote this in put my phone down seem like a million bricks lifted off my HEART 💔💔💔💔