Going through a miscarriage is already physically and emotionally draining, but what also sucks is going to the Obgyn almost a month later to get blood drawn to monitor your HCG levels because they are still not at 0 or below. Every time I go to the Obgyn is constant reminder of this miscarriage. Every single time I leave feeling emotional. Sometimes I wonder what if they draw my blood and my levels start raising, but than I have to remind myself what are the odds. I have to convince myself to not get my hopes up, and to be realistic. None of my friends have dealt with this, so they cannot relate.