Feeling defeated

Feeling like my world is crashing down....I am unable to have anymore children due to complications (just found out). We have been trying for more children since we lost one earlier this year. On top of that we Just heard from the office we won’t be able to get the house we have been wanting for a while. I have no job husband makes decent money but we still are in debt. Nothing ever seems to work in our favor. I just wish once in my life I could get a break and for something to go my way