Decided not to join the Army National Guard. I was so excited to do it but then family and myself get me thinking about what's best for my family. And that's being here for my children. So here's to trying for baby #2 again. And hopefully I get my period so I can take my letrozole I got from my doctor on cycle day 5-9. Because my hubby leaves for two weeks on Friday but I might have to wait until he gets back. Also, here's to losing 40-50 pounds starting tomorrow morning. I'm making changes in how I see things and try my best to be positive about things and not let negativity get to me.