Ok so I started masturbating at a young age (didn’t know what I was doing though) and I took my virginity (not all girls bleed) and I didn’t know ☹️ so then a few years later to now I’m with this amazing guy but he’s Muslim (love muslims no hate just explaining for my story )... and he said he’d never be with a girl who wasn’t virgin and at this time I didn’t know I wasn’t a virgin so he told me to show him technically prove I was virgin and he told me I wasn’t my whole world crashed down because I wanted to wait until marriage and I’ve never had sex so he almost left me but didn’t and now I feel like he is only with me because of my body and will dump me when he feels like it 😭 help