So my period is 12 days late , I have a fibroid the size of grapefruit and I have barely done anything with my husband this past month . Is it stress ? Or menopause? I’m 37 . Can’t possibly be pregnant. I know you guys think we’ll just take a test , I almost rather not know than wonder why. I’m a lucky girl in life but lately I’m struggling, today I was thinking oh god life is just a bunch of struggles, my biggest problem in life is my parents marriage and relationship, I kid you not , I’ve almost never been able to enjoy a moment with my husband since I’ve gotten married in the last 3 years . I’m out of solution for my parents have helped them any way I could. My mom is so lonely and I feel guilty for not being there for her but I have nothing else to give . I have a high stress job , we are moving ( by my force to be my parents neighbor) I already know it was a mistake I’m going to be drowning with my dads problems . Please offer me words of hope , tell me and order me to live .its as though I’m satisfied when I’m miserable as happiness makes me feel guilty . Even in the middle of doing anything with my husband my head will think oh poor mom she doesnt have this .i know it’s sick :-( life is passing me by....