-Its been 9 long months of trying to plan to have a child. My fiance doesn't have any of his own. Even though he treats mine like his. My boys are almost 10 & 6 and every month AF comes I could scream and cry! Some months I am a few days late and I spend way to much on test with results that I know what I will get. But yet every month I just keep trying. Ill be 28 this year. And I just want to try one more time before I close the gates. My clock is ticking. Im also working full time and starting nursing school. I want this so bad. For me and my love. My boys are my world and I am forever grateful for them but I've always dreamed of 3. And it makes it so hard sometimes when I see pregnant women that can keep popping out kids with NO issues. I get so frustrated. I wish I had to worry about not having condoms. But I dont. Seems like having a baby is not in the works and I dont want to give up. I hate it bc Matt would be a fabulous father, we both work, have stable jobs and so much love to provide. But yet, nothing works in our favor. :/ I'm sorry I'm going on and on but AF got here this month and it totally sucks! Btw, I am a pcos warrior. And it makes it 10x harder!! Mommies that are pregnant, I am so happy for you! And those struggling.. you're not alone! I feel every single heart break!