What’s happening to me 😭

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I had a chemical pregnancy and started bleeding at 5 weeks on 27th April.

We baby danced like CRAZY all through May. I took OPK and got a strong positive on May 11th!! I also had EWCM - I was feeling fab ☺️

11 DPO I had a very light pink spot (one wipe and it was gone!) I was so excited! Assumed this was my implantation bleed, something I never got with the previous pregnancy 😬

I tested on the day I was expecting my period. Negative. Tested near enough every day for that week.. The closest BFP is this:

It’s definitely blue in colour and every voted BFP on here. I thought id wait a few days and do it with a pink dye test. Negative!!

So here I am now , nearly 3 weeks late on my period and 7 weeks after the chemical (no bleed in between.) I’m trying to only test once a week , to save my mental health!

My boobs are sore, I’ve felt sick for 3 weeks (have been sick a couple of times!), have serious bloat, put 5 pounds on in weight, skin looks absolutely awful, had an upset tummy on and off and constipation in between, always tired, growing baby hairs on my head(what?!)

I feel sooooo pregnant, so why am I testing negative 😭😭😭😭

I just want my BFP or AF 😭😭 hate not knowing!!