6/13 - CD 7

🌜⭐| a m a n d a |⭐🌛 • 32-years-young / TTC #1 💍 6.26.07 - Until Forever 💋

Back in normal range. Decided to leave the high temp, for now. It can stay as long as it doesn't screw up the rest of my chart.

Will start OPK's, soon. Been trying to wait until closer to my fertile window to start testing these last two months, to use as few tests as possible, mainly because I can't bring myself to order another case. 😩 I remember months ago when we first started TTC and I was naive and thinking it would happen right away, I ordered a case of LH/hCG test strips, and they sent two cases by mistake. I only paid for one, so I was going to give the second case away, but held onto it for a while. Obviously, I ended up needing that second case. I remember feeling so defeated when I pulled it out and opened it up. I know it's normal, though it's still hard to accept, sometimes. I came off birth control about 8 months ago. First two months were "not trying, not preventing" months, so we've technically been tracking/actively TTC for 6 months. Years ago (15, to be exact) I ended up getting pregnant with an ex-boyfriend (who was extremely UNsupportive of the pregnancy) and I was only 17 years old. I'd been with him since we were 14, we were eachothers "firsts," high school sweethearts if you could call it that (I was homeschooled, he went to school) and we were always very careful when it came to sex and preventing pregnancy. One little teensy slip was all it took, back then. I literally spent the rest of my adult years believing that it would happen that easy, again, when I was ready. Surprise! Not. I guess we were just young, stupid, and super fertile!