so I was a week late this month and I really got my hopes up even though I know I shouldn’t have. i’ve been having the same dream every night where i’m pregnant and so happy and I get to feel the baby move and everything. I just wish I didn’t have such a hard time with it. my bestfriend found out she was pregnant in December and was having a hard time accepting it since she didn’t want kids and it made me so upset knowing that I have a hard time conceiving and she (one who doesn’t want kids) can do it easily. it’s not fair. the only thing i’ve ever wanted in life is to be a mom and I feel like it’s never going to happen. ☹️