I hate having my period

1. Indicator I'm not fucking pregnant again for 4 years in a row .

2. These damn hormones .

Does any one else get really depressed around their period ?

My PMS symptoms always start a week before my period and let me tell you it's fucking hell!

I get all fucking depressed i hate it . I get into this mind set that I just sometimes don't wanna live I wanna be far away from everyone my family husband I just want to be alone and cry all day and night . I get sad that I would never be a mother , I start remembering all the shit my husband has done . I start to question everyone intentions I just hate it . It's the worst week of my life because I don't feel like my self .