SO. i have pretty regular sex with the guy im seeing. he was my first and i got on birth control just because im sexually active now, but we were having sex before i got on it, just with condoms.

i got the depo provera shot on the 22nd of may and it takes 7 days to activate so it started working the 29th. we were having sex in between that time, some unprotected but I never let him finish in me because i was not messing around with that. i don't let him finish in me even now that my birth control is working.

so im pretty sure ive been having the emotional side effects of the birth control shot, since my depression's been acting up like nobody's business. but now my period is four days late according to my three <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">period tracker</a> apps and im trying not to freak the hell out over this because i CANNOT get pregnant. i just finished my freshman year of college and my parents are paying for my apartment away from home right now just so i can be able to go to school where i do. getting pregnant is NOT in the cards.

i really don't want to have an abortion but i will if i have to because im not bringing a baby into this world when i can barely afford to eat, JUST started training for a minimum wage job, when ive only been seeing this guy for almost three months, and have scoliosis and dont know what that would do to my back. no no no.

when is it too early to take a pregnancy test and which ones are good while still being cheap??

UPDATE:

i took a test from family dollar and it says im not pregnant sososososos i have hOPE again. two came in the box so if my period still doesn't come ill take the other one but rn im feeling pretty confident in that test 😭 im gonna try to chill out and stay stress free and will my period to come