I'm so lost...

Cassidy • Due any day now! Ready to meet my little man! (:
I moved from Texas to Oregon because my family and husband don't get along and we wanted to be with his family cause they were supposed to be this amazing family that helped you out and what not. Well now I'm up here it's like my husband is just gone off of the deep end. He's hateful, he yells, he calls names, and so many other things. I honestly don't want to be in this anymore but have no way back to Texas since I haven't had to work because he wanted me at home to prep for baby. I don't have the nerve to call anyone down there and ask them for money to come home because I did nothing but defend him to them and we up and left without telling anyone goodbye. I don't know what I'm going to do. When he gets upset about something I do I come crawling to him to let me fix it. But as soon as he does something to me he just expects me to get over it. He's such a monster! I love him and have for the past 5 years but now mixed with my love is resentment... I'm just so lost...