My husband and I have been together since high school. I was really toned and fit in high school due to playing multiple sports in high school and club soccer. After breaking my foot I didn’t go back because it wasn’t the same. So I got on birth control which caused me to gain 30 pounds in less than 6 months my dr decided that the pill didn’t react well with my body. ( no I didn’t eat more or binge eat) I was in the gym everyday 2 hours a day working out and would not lose weight just gain. So year 2 of college we got married and pregnant. I gained about 30 pounds with my son. After having him I pumped till 6 months while attending college full time, a full time parent and part time working and my husband is away Monday- Friday so I basically was alone with the child except when my parents watched him so I could go to school. After I stopped breastfeeding I got nexplanon put in

Once again I gained weight this time almost more weight than when I was pregnant. (And I lost all the weight while breastfeeding.)

Now we want baby number 2 I’ve been off nexplanon almost a month lost 15lbs doing nothing. My body does not take birth control well

Anyway my husband is on my Butt about going to the gym and getting a membership like I get it I gained weight but we live 35 minuets from the closest gym and they don’t offer daycare. I feel awful asking my parents to watch my son all the time. But my husband literally brings up the gym every conversation we have. Like I feel awful about myself let alone I’m raising are kid while he is gone out of town working every week. Plus my first period starts this weekend.