It dropped in the toilet.....

So my husband is not due to come from out of town til Monday or Tuesday. We have been TTC for a few months and recently had a mc in April. I have been using the glow app since March. I am currently 3 days late for my predicted period. Too early to celebrate, I've been told. I looked on line and it stated that I am actually not late until my period is not present for 5 days. (Still counting my days) I think my husband is more excited than I am. It will be his first born. So after work, I decided I am going to get a pregnancy test. It couldn't hurt rite. Although I promised my husband I wouldn't until he got home. I don't know if it was my nerves or what. So anxious to take the test I decided not only to sneak but I would purchase the test. And take it in da store bathroom. Anyone ever did dis. I got to the bathroom, was overwhelmed with diarrhea.... Couldn't do the test. Maybe my nerves..... 😌. Got home, tried to do the test again...... diarrhea again , this time I managed to catch the urine and dropped it in the toilet...... Is this a sign. Maybe I shouldn't sneak and test...... I'm frustrated. Now I sit on the side of the bed....... Trying to figure out if I should sneak test or just wait for my hubby!!!! What do y'all think?