F**k it, I'll do it on my own.

So I'm getting married next year, been on a workout mission and lost 50 pounds so far, still got more to go. I'm supposed to go to a work party tonight, it's a formal function so I'm supposed to dress smart but it's also warm so I wanted to wear a dress. My friends who I was supposed to go with said they'd rather I didn't because they want group photos and they said I'll ruin them because they are size 6, and I'm a 12???? seriously? My body is so disgusting I'm not allowed to be in a photo with them? Well fine, I'll go on my own and have a good time anyway. I need to look for better friends.