Hopeful but still afraid

I am almost 11w pregnant following a missed miscarriage in March. I feel much hope for this baby but my fear still consumes me-every cramp or ache worries me tremendously and I've also started feeling less symptoms...hoping it's nothing to worry about. Due to my husband changing jobs, I am without insurnance for a couple more weeks..the wait to see my doctor is torture! I have two living children already and never had to worry so much about a pregnancy... Oh how much a miscarriage can change you emotionally. Praying everything will turn out perfectly this time!