Am I crazy/wanting this too bad??

Molly • 3 girls ♡♡♡ 4 years old and twins born February
My husband and I have been TTC for 5 months.. I've taken many of these dollar store tests and have never gotten anything close to a faint line. Am I wanting this too much, or is this definitely the start of something wonderful?? The picture was taken about the 3 to 4 minute mark.