8dpo plz tell me I'm not crazy.

Laura • I`m 28yrs old , I`m a stepmom to an amazing 4yr old boy Levi. Just started BC pill 1st time ever to get my hormones and body evened out.
This is 10months TTC... 1 month using preseed every time we bd'ed!! I have had a + opk for about 4days now. Creamy cm, prominent blue veins, and cervix is so high I can't touch it! Felt what I thought could possibly be implantation at 6dpo, but w/o bleeding... And apologizing ahead of time cuz my camera sux. Input please, Thanks ladies. Pink is HCG and blue is opk.