The irregular struggle 😐

When you're on cycle day 48 and still getting BFN. Being irregular is the WORST.

Went off BC in January, had a period in February, had to go on provera to start a period May 1 and thought things would regulate. Felt like I had my period last week experienced cramping bloating headaches but just clear discharge 😅

Was so hopeful to get my bfp. But nope. No clue when I'll ovulate or if I'll get my period or if I should call my doctor or if I'm just irregular 😩

Keep telling myself when I stop trying it'll happen but not trying seems impossible.

Rant over. Ugh. Any encouragement from others who have experienced anything similar welcome!