Feeling Dumb 🤦🏾‍♀️

Amber

I think I'm psyching myself up. I'm 10 days shy of Ms Emie's birthday and got my last check Thursday, Doc said I progressed a bit from the week before from 0 to 1cm. I was like ok, that doesn't mean much to me 🤷🏾‍♀️. I know you can spot after a check but nothing happened that day. Friday when I woke up, I noticed some brown discharge smeared on my TP and was like is that my mucous plug? I've only seen it with my first born and from what I remember it wasn't totally brown but a mixture of colors that i knew was different than just regular spotting. soon after I started having contractions and ended up having my son the next morning. So of course I'm like shit! I'm bout to have this baby! WRONG!!!!! Nothing happened, no major contractions or anything like that. Saturday comes and goes and I'm a bit more tired than usual so I'm just sitting around doing some light stretching. This morning, I go to the bathroom do my thing and check the TP (it's just by habit) and I notice more discharge this time it's more of a stretchy mucus but still brown in color. I'm like the fuck is this! so I get a bath going and start doing hip rotations on the toilet. I feel something slip out but pay it no mind. I look back at the toilet and see more of the brown mucus and it's about a half inch to an inch in length. I flush it and it stayed together. I'm like man, I dont know what's going on but you not about to have my hopes up lil baby. I did some walking since I've been making myself get out the house and be active. now I'm just sitting my dumb ass on the couch 2nd guessing myself seeing if I feel anything else. She's been so low key and I haven't noticed any dropping so 🤷🏾‍♀️ I'll just continue to wait