depressed and feeling lonely!!

Hello Guys,

I am 34 weeks pregnant and been going through a lot. I dont really vent to people on my apps but I feel like I am out of options. I am a mother of 6, pregnant with my 7th and somewhat still with the father of my kids. We have been together for 10 years (NO NOT MARRIED "exactly") and honestly it is driving me crazy. Our relationship is good sometimes and bad the other. He is the type of person whom if you speak your mind and tell him how you feel he starts to get mad and all in his feelings and threats to leave and go home. I just had an appendectomy two weeks ago been in the hospital about 5 times since, had one of my incisions cut open due to a possible infection been sent home everytime with hours of contractions and some more. I am tired very tired, and I do everything for everyone when they are sick. I get nothing!! no one cooks for me makes me soup or gives me rest. now I have an open wound that is not going to heal in time for birth and I still take care of my children and my house. I'm sorry I am just tired of getting in fights and always feeling like I will be left with all these 7 kids by myself. Dont get me wrong I do a lot or majority of the work myself anyways. but what the Hell should I do.? Let him leave or try to make it work? but being quite is the only way that works out.