I feel like an idiot

So a little back story. I have been talking to this guy for almost 3mos. We have gotten together (not sex) a few time in that time frame. He comes with a little baggage (full custody of 3 kids) but I was cool with that because I also have full custody of my kids. He’s super sweet, sexy and makes me feel beautiful. So he was supposed to come over last night to see me, we talked off and on all day. I asked him a couple time if that was still going to happen he said yes every time. Well last night comes around and he doesn’t come over, doesn’t tell me he’s not coming over just silence after 930pm. Me being me, I get pissed and go off on him in a series of text, that he never replied too. I am extremely hot headed, it’s not a good quality and usually I control myself better but last night go the better of me because we don’t get to see a lot of each other since he works 70hr wks and has kids, I work full time and have kids. Since it was what I thought was going to be time to actually spend together I was super excited about it all day. Waking up the morning I felt bad for blowing up on him like I did so I texted him multiple time saying I’m sorry but have not heard back.

You ladies have an suggestion on what I should do?