TTC stress 😩

So the other morning I woke up & literally my first thought was..... “I THINK IM PREGNANT” I took the test and it was a BFN. I’ve been very bleeding but veeeerrry light, nothing like my normal periods! They’re usually very heavy. I still feel like I could be pregnant. We’ve been trying for 10 months now & I’m trying to be patient but it hurts when you see everyone around you getting pregnant. Just needed to vent 😓😩 I just don’t know what to think anymore.