Pregnancy

So I’m 17, and I’ve honestly been thru a lot. I feel alone like I have no one anymore like everyone is against, I have a boyfriend but idk I just feel like he just doesn’t want to be with me anymore. I let him cum inside me, and I’m praying that I’m pregnant because honestly I want a baby because I want to be loved by someone, I want to look perfect in someone’s eyes and I feel like I will get all that from having my own child. I know I’m young but I want this to happen I know life will get harder but I feel like having a baby will only motivate me to do everything for my baby. ****UPDATE**** it’s not like I can’t provide for the baby, I have a job at a daycare and I’m in college online and only have a year left of that so honestly yes I’m in a decent position to have a baby.