Praying for a BFP !!!!

My boyfriend and I are going through so many arguements! I’m stressed but he us calm and makes me feel like I’m wrong for wanting a child so bad, although he wants one too! I just wish he would understand how much it means to me. He said I need to do other things with my free time and stop thinking negative but its so hard. I just really hope we can get a BFP really soon! Also praying this situation won’t put too much of a strain on our relationship! Trying to stay strong.