I think I’m out😢😢

Still have 9 days left till I find out but I feel like I’m out. I haven’t had any symptoms or anything I’m kinda beat and loosing hope. Me and my cousin/best friend and TTC together and she’s having all these symptoms ( 9 DPO a week ahead of me) and she wants to get pregnant just so she can take the baby away from her boyfriend and move away😭 I’ll never understand why god always makes the bad people moms. I’m crushed