Nasty ASS hair (literally)

I’m an 18 year old girl, is this normal to have hair like this??? I find it revolting. It’s disgusting. I have a hair man ass. Why???? I want soft smooth hairless butt. HELPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s even more hairy around my butthole. My ass👇 doesn’t everyone have ass hair? When ever I shave/wax I break out in pimples, I just want to have a nice body. I feel truly ugly and disgusting. I’m not exaggerating either, my body is a fucking disgusting mess and I don’t know why. HELP ME!!!!!!!

The ass I want and deserve to have👇