Trouble in paradise

So I have known my hubby since I was 16 (iwill b 36 in less than a week) We have had our up and downs, our on agains and off agains. We were married when I turned 18 and it didn't work out, we were both young and immature and tbh, he was on drugs.

Fast forward to 4 yrs ago and we get back together. It was hard as I was living with my son's father at the time, but things were still good. We got remarried on new yrs <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> last yr ( 6 months ago) and we are fighting so bad (not physically, he would never touch me like that).

I told him today I give up. I feel like he doesn't want me sexually anymore, that he could care less about having a baby with me.

He told me to make the appts. One for me for bc and the other so he can get fixed. How do you tell ur wife something like that minutes after saying you do want a baby with her?

I suffer from mental illness and this isn't helping. I want to do something stupid, but I can't cuz we have our boys ( mine and he has 2 from a previous relationship and she has walked out on them, no contact in like 2 yrs). IDK......