I have noticed lately I have become very much impatient with TTC I get very upset when AF comes every time. I feel like a failure. I have already picked names and all that! I just really want another baby and don't want to wait. I haven't been on birth control since my son was 1 he is now 5. my son was conceived by rape and it just makes me feel like because I want one its not going to happen for me. I have tried not to stress and doing everything necessary but doesn't seem to happen. I am under a lot of stress I try to not let any of it get to me. we are trying to get custody of my step kids do to my step daughter being sexually assaulted while in her mothers care and she calling her daughter a liar and believing the other kids. and we were in a horrific car accident Sunday July 5th and all I could think was if I was not now BC the car flipped and it was very scary. I love my bf very much and his kids but I get upset so much BC were trying and its not happening but he had no problems before and I don't think there's anything wrong with me BC I do ovulate and for the most part my periods are normal only time I ever had a problem was when i was on depo right after I had my son.

anyone have any advice??!!