Me and my ex split up in April, he recently contacted me saying he was in the wrong and wanted to try and make things work again, I agreed but I said to take thing really slow.

Since we’ve started seeing each again its been amazing, we’ve seen each other at any opportunity we can, spent the weekend away together and everything just feels so right!

He is the absolute love of me life, I cannot go through he heartbreak of losing him again. When we split up I booked a holiday with my friends. So when we started seeing each other again I told him I was going away for 10 days, he didn’t really say much other than I deserve it and I need to let my hair down.

However, I’m petrified to go on holiday, I’m scared to go away and that makes me lose him. I know this sounds absolutely ridiculous but I just feel like me going away is going to get in the way of things between us. He’s saying he wants me back and the minute I get back off holiday he wants us to get serious and get back together. I am so scared and I don’t know why I’m feeling this way, I’ve been so looking forward to this holiday as I haven’t been abroad for 3 years. He never wanted to go away because apparently we wasn’t in a good place. He also has a holiday booked with his friends for October but keeps saying he probably won’t end up going.

I just don’t want to go away and lose him again.