4yrs TTC

:,(

One recent miscarriage after 4years of nothing ... They say god works in mysterious ways but whyyy is he playing with my emotions :(

I believe that everything happens for a reason and god gives the toughest battles to the strongest people ... And with everything I've had to deal with in life .. I just would have thought getting pregnant would have been the easiest ! ... I can tell my man is over it he dosent even ask if I've gotten my period anymore ... on top of it all he has said numerous times ''You act like this is my fault'' .. Insinuating that it's ALL MY FAULT apparently .. How could he be so cruel.. I thought we were in this together ... I guess it's time I just give up since it seems like hes lost all hope :,(

Good Luck to you ladies