Multiple c sections ( 4 and more)

Bo

My dream is to have big family, but had emergency c section 3 months ago. I know that it is recommended to have 3 sections max. ( at least in my country). I dont know if I will be able to have vbac next time and honestly - Im terrified of giving birth normally! Are there any mums that had more then 4 c sections? How was the recovery? Any complications in subsequent pregnancies?