My body hates me.

on May 23rd I found out I was 4 weeks pregnant. I was shocked, since we stopped trying 4 yrs ago. on June 4th I found out there were twins, again flooded with some many different emotions. I was so excited until my heart got broken 10 days later when I was told neither twin had a heartbeat. My little ones oy made it to 7 wks & 4 days. yesterday I had my d&c;, and today I just feel sore and sad. this was my 6th miscarriage, and I'm saddened that at 38 this was my last chance.