i hate the fact that i got pregnant with 2 men who i didnt really love or at least i thought i did and then when i finally have found someone who truly loves me for me i cant get pregnant im over here crying watching everyone have babies and it makes me so depressed yes i have 3 beautiful children that i love so much but i want one more and i want it to be with someone i truly love and it isnt fair it just isnt i try so hard so hard and nothing i do works :'( it hurts so much