I feel horrible even writing this. My husband and I tried for this baby for almost a year. I prayed for this baby. When I found out I was pregnant, I was thrilled. I know I want this baby.

However, I am currently 7 weeks and 4 days and feeling very down. It’s like complete fear and some sort of depression has taken over. For some reason when anyone calls me “mama” or mentions the “baby” I cringe. I know I need to talk to my doctor and I plan on it at my appointment next week but I’m just wondering if anyone else had gone through anything similar? I’m just wondering where my excitement has gone? It breaks my heart to feel like this. Gosh I hate this.