Flying out...but we ain’t talking? ✈️

So In a week I will be travelling for 9 hours with my boyfriend. However it’s been two weeks and we still haven’t spoken. If I did something wrong I would definitely apologise for my mistakes but he has said something that has really offended me and I don’t have a reason to go and speak to him ( I have been going through depression, instead of him supporting me he’s even insulting and making me feel more guilty) I really wanna go on this holiday not because of him but to simply have a break from all the stress that I have been going through. Yes we have put money together and we will be sharing a bed together, I do hope that things will make up before we come back but I really don’t know what to do about this whole situation!! I still need to communicate with about some things regarding the holiday ...the stuff that this guy has said to me are really bad..he doesn’t deserve me speaking to him or simply my apology!!